Thread:Utter solitude/@comment-4930352-20131007043022

I mean this is in the most unoffensive, non-insulting, and non-hostile way I can type it. In NO way am I trying to start a fight/agrument, talk trash, insult, or troll with what I'm saying.

Now, US, let me explain what I meant, as I took a screenshot of what I said. When I said "her", I meant Rig. I hate how Rig's kinda braindead like Patrick in the later seasons (no offense to Rack, but I just don't care for her character lately). I realized after proofreading, I forget to put that I meant Rig. I've done things like that before, when I'm running of of room on a sentence and I forget to proofread before posting. I'm very sorry about that. I didn't mean you or your character personally. But, since Rack said he's moving onto new things, there's no worries anymore. I haven't changed, if that's what you meant about "crap drama" thing. I've been stressed out lately (common excuse for things, I know, but it's true.), because of a lot of in real life things, as well with online things. I'm not about drama, not on the internet, anyway. I try to make and keep friends on here, as much and as hard as I can. But, sometimes, I get upset and I let my feelings and opinions take over my better thinking. And, I understand fully truthful opinions aren't as allowed as the used to be. The reason I came back is something I don't want to particularly discuss. I was going to come at a more convenient time, possibly one when you were on, but I figured either I'd forget or I'd have something to do then. So, I came at an earlier time and figured Rack and/or NH would spread the word. I see that didn't work out well. And, like I said, I'm the same person, but I just moved on. I'm getting older, so I'm getting into different things. But, I still have the same personality I did when I first joined. I know no one's begging for me to come back (which I can beg to differ for a few people), nor do I want to fully come back. And, the vibe I got when I came back a few times, everyone seemed push-offish and cold towards me, which didn't help how I felt over that happened. I apologized, but everyone was still upset/neutral toward me, so I decided to stay away. Some people told me the users missed me, but I really didn't feel like it. As for the wiki, it seems more like a prison than a community now. The wiki was really empty the two times I visited. Both times were REALLY late in the day. And, one day was a SATURDAY. So, I'm not sure if a lot of users are leaving because of the rules or what. I just remember the last time I was actually going to the wiki it was full, yet I go now and it's empty. Or only filled with mods/admins. I get there were a LOT of unrelated pictures, and not of duplicates. That's fine you deleted the unused ones, but I have NO idea how to hotlink (I know I sound stupid for this, but there were other users who agreed hotlinking is complicated). I mean, you shown a picture, but you need to explain how to do it better? And, some users were complaining about how you deleted unrelated blogs when they say you said we were allowed to have those? I'm not sure, I was gone then, so I didn't hear about that. Anyway, everything I said wasn't only MY thoughts, the the thoughts of others who didn't want to speak up or express their thoughts, without the fear or being blocked/shunned/alienated. Now, if you're mad with me, because of the past thing, I understand. But, I can HONESTLY tell you that I didn't mean any harm in what I said. It was all a misunderstanding. I wasn't "talking trash" or "insulting" you. I was stating my opinion, how I feel at the moment, and how the others feel. If this upset you, then I'm truly sorry. I was mostly upset with how Show turned out lately, it seems like it went down in quality after I left the show. Once again, my opinion, not trying to offend. And, I don't mean everyone's characters, just mine. She doesn't seem as funny anymore... I'm sorry you weren't there then, I'm extremely busy lately, I was going to announce what I wanted to say on the 13th, but stuff happened, people misinterpreted what I say and meant, etc. etc. It upsets me how you lashed out at me and called me a coward when I came when you weren't there. That wasn't on purpose, it was just a time inconvenience. But, I'm sure since everyone didn't understand what I meant with what I said, I'm not welcome back. That's fine. I said what I said in a calm, non-offensive/insulting tone, and my chat shut off when I was waiting for a response. I decided not to go back on, because I had many other things to do at the time. So before I go, I apologize for the confusion and I hope you and everyone else will have a nice time on that wiki without me.

-Rigbybestie 